been having this problem of not being able to sleep before 3 am. every single night im trying to sleep after 12, only to realize that i've been rolling in bed for the past 30 minutes and more. insomnia's a bitch. and hell, my friends asked whether i am thinking of anything when im trying to sleep. i reckon that every human beings who are trying to sleep will have their minds wondering everywhere and anywhere? no? i dun really want to know and care. all i want to be able to do is to be able to sleep at night and waking up just before my 2pm lectures every single day. i have been skipping school since saturday, monday, tuesay and wednesday. and she isnt happy at all.

instead of trying to get myself to sleep again, im blogging and watching mediacorp channel 8 now, hasbeen and very very old dramas which already had been playing for several hours in the middle of every night. its quite funny watching those hasbeen actors/actresses doing random hasbeen thing such as using the enormous handphone which they call it the 'da ge da' or the beeping sound of a pagar. dont ask me why i didnt bother to turn my radio or my itunes on.

seriously how am i going to sleep with all the issues on my mind right now. i dont want to go into details because its way too much whinings and i just hope things would get better. i really hope that it will get better.

ok my mind isnt very clear now. i need sleep. tomorrow is meihui 19th birthday and i hope that she will be happy tomorrow despite me not being able to go to arena with her. sorry and happy birthday.

can any kind soul tell me, why do all good things come to an end?